Blissful Deviant's Blog

Hot diggity daaaaamn!!!!

I’m a slut on a mission! Or should I say, a whore on a mission lol I want to (read: have to) earn at least $1000 by Friday… While also working full time in an office.

Anyone wanna contribute to the Naughty Lil Nymph Fund?

You don’t get an invoice/receipt for tax purposes, but you do get bootayyyy lols

Spotted! Maybe?

Papa set me this task a while ago, at least a few weeks, so it’s my own damn fault that I’m a bit screwed right now.  I should’ve been consistently working, putting away a stash of cash, but of course I left it soooo late.  I was meant to be seeing a total sicko client on Sunday and reaching most of my financial goal through that one booking but alas… Jerkface went MIA, didn’t he?? So now I’ve gotta do outcalls and stuff through the week, after work…

Got one booked in for tomorrow night. Kinda cute, I think he just wants a girlfriend… He wants to cook me dinner, give me a massage, kiss me, go down on me, and of course fuck… But from the feeling I get, it’s gonna be a pretty easy payday! Hehe.

So why the rush? Why the task with a specific date in mind?

Cos Malik and I get a whole weekend together this weekend!

Whuuuut?? So excited! So many things to do!

I’ve been working on a wishlist of ideas to work through – I suggested putting all of the ideas into a hat, and randomly selecting them out at different times. Whenever we plan things they fall through – even when we’re planning something for just the two of us – so, if we have an “ideas hat” with a bunch of things we’re both up for and keen to do, that could be a fun and motivating game

Wishlist will be posted in a couple of days – I expect comments and suggestions! Where have you lot disappeared to? So silent lately… Fudge you!  jk, wish me luck!! Lol

xoxo

Malik and I are both super busy, I know anyone who reads this will know that because I complain about it. A lot.  We barely have time for each other, let alone to organise crazy kinky adventures. It’s frustrating. It can seem like we never do anything, because it’s so difficult to plan and have us both free and find the right people and we’re very insular and happy in our own lil universe and blah blah blah – excuses are like assholes, everyone’s got one. So anyway, long story short, we always want to do big stuff and we very rarely have the time to do that, so we wind up sticking to ourselves a lot of the time…

But I’m a cock craving slut, put on this earth to be used and fucked and shared. I need sex. Heaps of it.

Yes, need is the correct word – it’s not a want, I do need all of those things, all of the time – ask Malik, you see a change in my personality and the way I view my life, my abilities and potential, even how I behave day to day when I’m not being put to use as frequently as I should be…

Obviously, holding out for big awesome things isn’t such a great idea when it’s at the expense of doing anything…

Now here comes the big lightbulb moment –

You ready for this?

It’s so profound, you might have a hard time comprehending it…

drumroll please...

ZOMG!!

Why not concentrate on having numerous small things, while we orchestrate and work towards the bigger things?

DERRRRR.

That is to say, at least one small slutty thing as frequently as possible. Starting off weekly. This week, hopefully drinks and a fuck with a potential fuck buddy

Fuck I’m funny.

That’s not profound at all, I’m just retarded for not trying to figure out better options sooner.

Malik has been a little testy with me lately, obviously noticing something was up… He misunderstood – partly because I acted out a lil to get on his nerves… Sorry Daddy – what I was doing. I realised we’re both so busy, we need to find a better way of making this work. I’m a bit of a perfectionist and Malik expects beyond 100% at all times, so personally, I was always focused on the bigger tasks and events… Whereas reality is, Malik just wants to see me being who and what I am, no matter how big or small that display is. Of course, Malik will say he has known and been trying to make me understand this for a long time. But that’s another story.

I made excuses, you know, like I work full time so I don’t want to do things during the week because I’m so tired when I get home and I have other things to do and blah blah blah… But what’s so hard about going for a drink? Especially locally? And harsh but fair, I’m constantly begging Mal to use me more during the week – therefore, why is it easy for me to fuck my Owner during the week, but not someone else? It’s not, they’re the same, they both require the same sort of effort. Actually, seeing Malik probably requires more effort because I’m more invested in him lol. So yeah… Doing something at least one night a week during the week should be easily managed methinks!

Onto other topics… Papa gave me a writing task today, yay! I’ve been working on it, but it’s hard! I have to make a list of the best 5 cocks I’ve had… Considering we’re in triple digits now, I’d say it’s understandable that I don’t really remember each and every one of them in vivid detail lol I’m having a hard time narrowing it down to 5, and also on focusing on the cock aspect more than the experience side of things because if I had to come up with a list of my 5 favourite sexual experiences, it may look entirely different. Maybe I’ll include a list of honourable mentions.

Better yet, what about the dishonourable mentions lol.

I have a week to complete my writing task but I’m aiming to post it long before then.

Peace out y’all

xx