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Slut task: fucked by strangers

October 15, 2011

A couple of weeks ago Malik set me the task of finding someone dirty and nasty to fuck me like a slut that weekend…

Very happily accepted that task lol

I posted an ad online looking for nasty kinky peeps to pound me hehe loved reading all the responses ;) .. Wound up meeting up with a slightly older man who lives fairly close to me. I told him I wanted to be fucked like a naughty cock craving slut and basically treated like a piece of meat haha he happily obliged.

He started feeling me up the moment I stepped foot in his apartment. He grabbed me, kissed me, ran his hands all over my body … I was already soaked when I arrived but instantly got even wetter as he groped me like a whore. I was soon naked in his lounge, bent over a couch so he could feel my holes and I could suck his cock. We moved to a bedroom upstairs and I lay with my legs spread and cunt wide open as he continued examining my body and enjoying the eager fuckmeat presented before him.

To be honest… The night is a bit of a blurry wet dream for me, everything blended into one horny memory lol I go somewhere else when I’m being shared, being used. It’s like being on a huge natural high. Omg. I get so buzzed from being a slut haha ;) Annnnyway. I remember.. Him telling me to spread my cunt wide and make myself cum, kneeling on the bed and sucking his cock, him playing with my cunt, me showing him what a desperate bitch on heat I turn into when I play with my wand… Moaning like a whore, talking about me being shared.. And then speaking to his friend and convincing him to get out of bed and come over to fuck me too.

When the friend arrived I was spread out on the bed with my vibrating wand buzzing away at my cunt. I was squirming and panting and moaning like a whore, driving myself crazy but not letting myself cum, showing them both exactly what I am. I remember having the wand on my clit while they pounded my fuckhole with a vibe. I remember them being rough (hot!!!) – slapping me and grabbing me, lightly choking me, smacking and playing with my red raw cunt.

Oh yeah… I went there after being used hard for a few days – my cunt was literally red raw and hot to touch, but still sopping wet. Being used by two strangers when I couldn’t even shut my legs properly, having them go to town on my cunt and talk about how sore I looked.. DAMN. So hot.

I went straight over to Malik’s when we finished up. I offered him my sore, tender lil red hole. I was beyond wet. No surprises there hehe. My cunt was so sensitive it felt like it was buzzing.. I was a bit jittery when Malik reached out to feel just how wet I was. So raw I was kinda scared knowing he was going to fuck me soon and that he’d definitely pound me lol. But you know… Daddy likes hurting me sometimes ;) and I like him hurting me, using me like that, continuing to touch me and play while I squirm .. That cheeky knowing look on his face that says “This is my property, I’ll do whatever I want with her” haha I like that he enjoys seeing the tears in my eyes, knowing I’m in pain but will still do whatever he wants.

Later on Malik had me on my back with my legs spread wide so he could tease my cunt as much as he wanted. At first I was sensitive and squirmy, but within moments I was too wet and too desperate to notice at all. Instead I was begging, writhing around and thanking Daddy for playing with my holes, craving his cock shoved deep inside me. He moved between my legs and got ready to use me then slapped my clit with his cock. Over and over. He got me on the verge of cumming then slid his cock down my cunt, teasing my hole then back up to my clit. It kinda hit me what a whore I am lol so desperate for him that all he has to do is slap his cock on my cunt and I’m literally begging to cum. Love that! Fiiiinally (lol) he fucked me and OMFG…!!! I need to get shared around when I’m raw and hurting more often! Daddy’s cock inside me felt AH-MAY-ZING. Like cum in 3 seconds amazing lol.

All in all an awesome night and a task I thoroughly enjoyed completing! Malik is currently talking to the main guy involved, arranging a couple of things to do with me. Can’t wait! I loved the way he used me and want to know what else he has up his sleeve hehe.

You can view a few pics from that night on my tumblr account

xo

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July 22, 2011

The direction that we head in is not for me to dictate, my influence is in how we are doing and how quickly we progress. When things get frustrating, my job is to ease the tension. When he gets rude or distant, my job is to be his sweet little girl who gives him more reasons to see her. When something is said or done and I see red, my job is to remember my place and to not speak out of place. When I’m upset, my job is to calm myself and figure out a way to express it to Sir that is respectful and to the point. Whatever is happening, my role is to ensure that we are good. For every negative, my role is to counteract it, and keep us moving forward. (Taken from The Rules)

Mmm, interesting… Hehe ;) xo

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Born or made?

March 1, 2011
learning and such ;)

Good lil girl learning new things

I’ve been reading about love maps recently. The basic theory is that who you are, the way you view things and relate to people and so on, is essentially decided on in your first 3 years of life, and then pretty much set in stone by the time you’re 6. All of those subconscious desires, “where did that come from?” and “why do I like/hate this?” type of things are apparently designed at that young age, and then I presume they emerge later on in life.

A few years ago I spent about a year in intensive therapy to deal with some major stuff that had happened in my life. As we discussed my childhood and various behaviours of mine, the psych suggested that it appeared I most likely had some sort of traumatic (sexual) event occur before I was 3 months old, and almost definitely before I turned 3. I’ve been “a little different” my entire life. I investigated the possibility [of something traumatic] and I can’t see any time anything could’ve happened; there is zero evidence of anything happening to me in that time period.

So I wonder…

Hmm...

It makes me wonder...

(purely for arguments sake, of course):

Was I born this way, or was I made?

I remember playing sexually submissive, humiliation style games age 3. I used to take fairytales and turn them into weird dark sex games, like rather than Cinderella being a princess, she was a sex slave to the royal court. I used to crawl around and keep my head down, imagining a voice in my head telling me to do various things and enjoying being an obedient little girl in those games.

I remember making myself cum from age 3 or 4, and doing it every single night before I went to sleep. I didn’t even realise what it was I was doing until I was 10 or 11, but it was part of my daily routine. Also from a very young age, I would hold my breath when playing… I guess that’s why now as an adult I’m sooooo obsessed with breath play ;)

I was banned from watching music videos when I was 5 because I used to copy all the dirty dancing. I used to climb onto men’s laps and slowly undress them as they sat there not sure what to do with this bizarre child in their lap. I used to sleep in strange positions, basically exposing myself… It looked pretty sexual – I have several ex boyfriends who jerked off to pictures of me sleeping like that.

I remember being in the shower with my dad as a very young girl, and being mesmerised by his cock and wanting to reach out and touch it. I tried to kiss my dad when I was 6 (tongue and all!) … He stopped me and explained that we couldn’t kiss like that, and I remember feeling embarrassed and wondering why not?

I was always called a “very sensual” child, because we all know you can’t call a child sexual lol. With my first time at everything (kissing, sucking cock, fucking, etc) I was questioned afterward if it really was my first time – apparently I was naturally gifted enough to seem well versed in such ways? Haha.

A different therapist once told me that I naturally “give off a very sexual vibe” at all times, so I shouldn’t be offended or annoyed at so many people focusing on sexual things with me – I am apparently a magnet that simply draws such things to herself.

So I wonder –was I born a slut?

I wonder
Well? ;)

I think so ;)

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Confession of a nasty bitch ;)

December 31, 2010

I find it highly erotic and dirty, with equal parts fascinating and amusing that just a few weeks ago, an ordinary Tuesday morning turned out to be extraordinarily dirty… And further proving my Owner what a nasty lil bitch I am, it didn’t feel nasty at all – it felt normal, natural, and ahem … Fucking incredible!

Taken this morning

Taken this morning

I can’t wait to take it further.

Daddy knows what I’m talking about ;)

xox

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Busy lil nymphette

November 29, 2010

Hot diggity daaaaamn!!!!

I’m a slut on a mission! Or should I say, a whore on a mission lol I want to (read: have to) earn at least $1000 by Friday… While also working full time in an office.

Anyone wanna contribute to the Naughty Lil Nymph Fund?

You don’t get an invoice/receipt for tax purposes, but you do get bootayyyy ;) lols

Spotted! Maybe? ;)

 

Papa set me this task a while ago, at least a few weeks, so it’s my own damn fault that I’m a bit screwed right now.  I should’ve been consistently working, putting away a stash of cash, but of course I left it soooo late.  I was meant to be seeing a total sicko client on Sunday and reaching most of my financial goal through that one booking but alas… Jerkface went MIA, didn’t he?? So now I’ve gotta do outcalls and stuff through the week, after work…

Got one booked in for tomorrow night. Kinda cute, I think he just wants a girlfriend… He wants to cook me dinner, give me a massage, kiss me, go down on me, and of course fuck… But from the feeling I get, it’s gonna be a pretty easy payday! Hehe.

So why the rush? Why the task with a specific date in mind?

Cos Malik and I get a whole weekend together this weekend!

Whuuuut?? So excited! So many things to do!

I’ve been working on a wishlist of ideas to work through – I suggested putting all of the ideas into a hat, and randomly selecting them out at different times. Whenever we plan things they fall through – even when we’re planning something for just the two of us – so, if we have an “ideas hat” with a bunch of things we’re both up for and keen to do, that could be a fun and motivating game ;)

Wishlist will be posted in a couple of days – I expect comments and suggestions! Where have you lot disappeared to? So silent lately… Fudge you! :-P  jk, wish me luck!! Lol

xoxo

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The Suckatron: “Do you gave gloryholes here?”

November 20, 2010

This week I was supposed to catch up with a potential fuck buddy for a drink (and hopefully a fuck? Obviously? lol) but unfortunately, he was flying out of town and our schedules were pretty conflicted so we’ve had to postpone that until he gets back.

So, what’s a slut to do when her naughty task for the week falls through?

Check out sex shops and ask about glory holes, of course!

Where to begin? So many to choose from!

 

Malik has been trying to find straight gloryholes in Sydney for as long as I can remember – does anyone know of any?? He was chatting with a guy who said he’d just taken a girl to Club X on George St in the city and she’d been used in the gloryholes there for a couple of hours… Talked it all up, made it sound amazing, exactly what we’re looking for. So Malik suggested I check it out.

Thursday after work, I wandered down to the sex shops section of George St (gotta love when things are lumped together right lol). First, I went into Pleasure Chest – I was trying to work up the nerve to go into Club X to ask about gloryholes, so I figured I’d go somewhere else first hehe. Their online store is okay, has lots of rope and such so I thought the store would be great. Wrong. Tacky, tiny, and hardly any stock. Mostly just DVD’s, hardly any toys, and very few kinky toys. They did, however, have a big sign pointing to the Suckatron. After wandering around for a little bit, looking a little awkward I suppose because they didn’t have what I was looking for, the camp shop assistant asked if I needed any help. I said no, then asked him to explain to me about the suckatron and various other areas… It seems the suckatron is their gloryhole section – you have to pay to go in that area at all, let alone into one of the booths, and they’re all manned (cough cough) by girls who work there… So that doesn’t really work out too well for us. I looked around for a few more minutes then, feeling a little disappointed, I moved on to Club X.

Club X had waaaay more toys and variety, so I was really happy with that! As with Pleasure Chest, there were a couple of awkward looking businessmen nervously wandering around (bless!)… The shop assistant (a straight male) asked if I needed any help. I asked him about gloryholes, and he said they don’t have any! Sooo – I wonder WTF the person who was talking to Mal was talking about?? Maybe they meant Pleasure Chest? Whatevs.

Anyhow. I was less anxious then, so I ended up having a fairly um, thorough discussion with the guy working at the shop, going through all sorts of sex toys and kits and different things they had. The awkward businessmen looked a little shocked that I’d be so open about what I was looking for and what I enjoy hehe it makes me laugh, you know, like maybe you are shy and awkward about being here cos you’re married and your wife has no idea you get your cock sucked by strangers on your way homey from work, but I’ve got nothing to hide and I certainly don’t keep any secrets like that from the one I’m with!

I was mentally making a list of all the things I want lol christmas is pretty soon, and my birthday is 6 weeks after that ;) Maybe if I’m a really good lil slut Daddy will take me shopping there for christmas / my bday? If only Malik got into christmas hahaha (Malik = the grinch lol)

Wanted: more rope please ;)

Overall, the expedition was a bit of a let down… Not entirely, because regardless of the outcome, I went there to complete a mini task and that always feels good. I like feeling my heart pound a lil faster and feel my breathing get a little shallow as I get nervous over nothing, and then feeling that slutty rush when I realise it’s all okay and I’m not being judged or looked at like a weirdo. I enjoy revealing my naughty side to people… I enjoyed going to sex shops after work and sussing them out for my Owner. If only they had gloryholes – or to be more specific, gloryholes I could go in! I love Daddy asking how it went and how wet my cunt is, and realising just how soaked I am from something so minor.

Daddy suggested I apply for a late night / weekend job there… That could be fun ;)

That’s about it on that…

I’ll be posting my Top 5 Cocks list either tonight or tomorrow.

xox

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Bing! Lightbulb moment!

November 14, 2010

Malik and I are both super busy, I know anyone who reads this will know that because I complain about it. A lot.  We barely have time for each other, let alone to organise crazy kinky adventures. It’s frustrating. It can seem like we never do anything, because it’s so difficult to plan and have us both free and find the right people and we’re very insular and happy in our own lil universe and blah blah blah – excuses are like assholes, everyone’s got one. So anyway, long story short, we always want to do big stuff and we very rarely have the time to do that, so we wind up sticking to ourselves a lot of the time…

But I’m a cock craving slut, put on this earth to be used and fucked and shared. I need sex. Heaps of it.

Yes, need is the correct word – it’s not a want, I do need all of those things, all of the time – ask Malik, you see a change in my personality and the way I view my life, my abilities and potential, even how I behave day to day when I’m not being put to use as frequently as I should be…

Obviously, holding out for big awesome things isn’t such a great idea when it’s at the expense of doing anything…

Now here comes the big lightbulb moment –

You ready for this?

It’s so profound, you might have a hard time comprehending it…

pinkblack

drumroll please...

ZOMG!!

Why not concentrate on having numerous small things, while we orchestrate and work towards the bigger things?

DERRRRR.

That is to say, at least one small slutty thing as frequently as possible. Starting off weekly. This week, hopefully drinks and a fuck with a potential fuck buddy ;)

Fuck I’m funny.

That’s not profound at all, I’m just retarded for not trying to figure out better options sooner.

Malik has been a little testy with me lately, obviously noticing something was up… He misunderstood – partly because I acted out a lil to get on his nerves… Sorry Daddy – what I was doing. I realised we’re both so busy, we need to find a better way of making this work. I’m a bit of a perfectionist and Malik expects beyond 100% at all times, so personally, I was always focused on the bigger tasks and events… Whereas reality is, Malik just wants to see me being who and what I am, no matter how big or small that display is. Of course, Malik will say he has known and been trying to make me understand this for a long time. But that’s another story.

I made excuses, you know, like I work full time so I don’t want to do things during the week because I’m so tired when I get home and I have other things to do and blah blah blah… But what’s so hard about going for a drink? Especially locally? And harsh but fair, I’m constantly begging Mal to use me more during the week – therefore, why is it easy for me to fuck my Owner during the week, but not someone else? It’s not, they’re the same, they both require the same sort of effort. Actually, seeing Malik probably requires more effort because I’m more invested in him lol. So yeah… Doing something at least one night a week during the week should be easily managed methinks!

Onto other topics… Papa gave me a writing task today, yay! I’ve been working on it, but it’s hard! I have to make a list of the best 5 cocks I’ve had… Considering we’re in triple digits now, I’d say it’s understandable that I don’t really remember each and every one of them in vivid detail lol I’m having a hard time narrowing it down to 5, and also on focusing on the cock aspect more than the experience side of things because if I had to come up with a list of my 5 favourite sexual experiences, it may look entirely different. Maybe I’ll include a list of honourable mentions.

Better yet, what about the dishonourable mentions lol.

I have a week to complete my writing task but I’m aiming to post it long before then.

Peace out y’all ;)

xx

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Completed Reader Request: for Miss Ally [pic]

July 31, 2010

Miss Ally said Daddy should take me out onto the balcony and take a pic of me fucking one of my toys… She did suggest that I should be naked at the time, but The Boss decided a short, slutty lace slip would be better.

Here you go Ally, hope you like it ;)

On the balcony fucking a vibe

Anyone else got any suggestions or requests? Hehe

Speak up! Leave a comment/request/suggestion below.

xox

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Excellent start to a very naughty weekend [pics]

July 30, 2010

Currently sitting with my legs spread as Daddy teases my cunt with the vibrating wand… And his fingers… Soooo wet ;)

Woohoo! If the last few hours are anything to go by, this weekend is going to be fucking awesome!

Seen 2 clients already, making a nice lil pile of cash for Daddy. Quite funny, the first client was someone I actually saw a loooong time ago when I was working with an agency – he didn’t realise it was me when he was making the booking, but he was definitely glad when he saw it was me! So that was fun. The second guy was quite young, came twice in an hour… Sort of frustrating because he was mmm a little unsure of himself and so kept insisting that we do what I wanted… Which is boring, I prefer when they know what they want because what I want may not be what they want!

Here are some pics from tonight so far…

Would you hire me? ;)

Tempted? Hehehe

Let me know what you think ;)

More to come soon!

xox

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So excitedddd!

July 29, 2010

Daddy won’t spill the beanzzz! Hahaha.

This weekend is all about slave training and being a busy lil whore. Over 1500 hits on my ad so far and hundreds of calls hehe phone is ringing off the hook. Hope I’m super busy!!

Got knee-pads, I’m assuming because I’ve been told I will only be allowed to crawl… Gotta keep my legs spread or I’ll be punished… Mmmm more piss training… I wanna drink/eat from a bowl/plate on the floor… Hot!

Daddy says I have to be “pure” in the lead up… In’neresting! I wanna knowwwwwww! I can’t wait!

In such a dirty mood woot woot!

xox

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